i feel weird

i feel so damn. i hate myself. i hate hafiz. i hate everybody. what is wrong with me? sakit ehh nahan rasa kedak tok. ingat aku sik coba ka? sakit tauk sik. sakit cover sedih pendam. nak luah.. luah apa? i dont know what to say, im not sure apa yg aku rasa, again.. i miss you so much it hurts. i want you so close. i want to hug you kiss your hand. no promises. no happiness. no laughing gases. i think so. im so tired of this. ya ALLAH. tolong aku :'(